song title:daddy's song

You're saying all the best words blaming all the people 
Cause you don't know where else to go
and you're sitting watching football thinking of our futures
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


I'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you
Don't ever leave me alone
Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me


Maybe you could see i was not telling you lies
Daddy you know me your whole life
And maybe i could make you really really proud
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you

Don't ever leave me alone

Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me

A letter to myself

What do you expect me when i deny everything
Cause you didn't know how to believe me
Maybe I was different ,different from anyone else
But yet i still determine to move forward
And yes i do believe I had the chance
But when everything breaks down
I fall down to the ground and stand right back up
And when something gets in my way I will hide myself in the closet
But i will shut down all the voices inside my head
And run,walk and write these things
I will continue to be someone i was supposed to be
I will embrace my soul and let everything change vigorously
And all the memories I had I will keep them safely in me
No matter how bad it is i will still cherish it
You cannot bring me down and I will always tell this to myself
You cannot lie in what you do ,You cannot cheat in the things you belong to
You cannot hide in your shadows ,cause you will always get caught


:)

Diamond in my history

It's so damn obvious that the world around me
That it's just out of the ordinary
Few years back he said to me
"Honey I'm sorry we weren't meant to be"
And I wonder what would it be if I hadn't said anything


He was the one that made me see
The truth around me that's never been real
But I don't care what he said to me
Cause I don't dare to believe him


He has been the one that's been on my mind
When everything seems so invisible
There's one thing that reminds me
Love has a word of a happy ending
If i'm lucky i mighta have that word for me


I keep asking myself would you come to me
and make you believe
I'm turning around and now's the time for him to see
He was all I ever wanted


Though it's been forever and i would never spell it out for you
And he'll never know how i truly feel
Cause he'll just walk away from me
And he will never know ,he was all i ever wanted

song title: my integrity

Performed this song yesterday..at underground poetry competition at solaris dutamas(black box)
Named it my integrity cause it;s actually a story and made the song with mamat last 2 days..heh..:)

When i was sixteen , i walked right into another world
I don't even know what i'm capable of but i've tried my very best
I didn't wanna say this , but i had the best moments of my life
I wasn't the best person in class , but i love watching you

Oh oh ,You should cherish yourself baby
Don't hesitate in what you do cause you'll get through
Cause all that matters is you being yourself
oh oh

Now i'm twenty one and i thought i was living in my dreams
But nothing in this world looks like it seems
I don't understand why my friends are mean to me
I'm not careful enough but now i'm able to see

Oh oh You should say it loud baby
But don't tell me i'm the one who's losing my integrity
Cause all that matters is i'm being myself