Sunday, May 29, 2011

Song title: Wajah ku di dunia

Sudah sekian lama
aku ditinggalkan sendirian
tapi aku masih getar untuk merasa

Kehidupan yang aku inginkan
berikanlah ku kesempatan
masihkah ada harapan untuk aku berjalan

Ku lihat wajah dunia musnah

Bagaikan aku hidup di jalanan
Bawalah aku pergi selamanya

Sampai bila begini
haruskah aku putus asa
Kerna ini hanya ujian dari yang Maha Kuasa

Is happiness ever a name?

She wished she was dreaming when
she walked through the light
she found herself having peace not long 
until she met darkness being her guide
she thought she was saved
but yet she was suffering like she couldnt breathe
she, many times thought she found herself a soulmate
but she doubt there were moments she was laughing
she stared so hard at the sky wishing 
there was something she could've change
but everything just staye the same
she started losing faith and stop staring
she walked around thinking everyone was looking out for her
but she couldnt stand the whispers all around her
she kept asking questions that will never be answered
she gave everything she had but nothing seem to come back to her
she heard all these conversations she never had
''i hope u always been honest''
''why you never understand''
''why do you always run away''
whats the use if she's all alone talking to herself
she thought the world don't need her
she thought life would be better without her
but she's not the only one who was feeling pain
so she stared back again at the sky and 
hope a better future


Saturday, November 27, 2010

Song title : The angel song

Oh you're face is like an angel,like an angel not to fear
Oh we could've been together,just together and forever 

Oh no you're not alone not alone cause i'm here
Oh if you can't be mine,then it's fine I should've known

No one stayed like this forever not forever oh no
Oh why can't you realize that i've been her all the time

Oh i'm still waiting, I'm waiting for you
Oh why can't you realize that i've been here for you


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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

song title: The world is falling apart

Now the world is falling apart but you're still waiting up in your room
I'm the one who's telling you to wake up and sing

Now the sky is turning blue because of you it doesn't look the same
I'll be the one who's gonna turn it back
And you're always saying things that never make sense at all
And i'll never ever trust you again cause it's you know contagious

It doesn't make sense at all
I'll be the one
I'll be the one who's gonna turn it back
You're gonna end up alone baby
You're gonna end up alone

Time is running out

I will never let it fall apart and i will just get it over with
I'm turning it upside down and make you realize that i actually exist
You don't know the pain you bring cause when you're here i'll start crying
Maybe you'll never understand the way i play my own card

Let go of it now
Let go of it now

Now the world is falling apart but you're still standing there alone

song title:note to him

I remember that day it was tuesday night
and that was the day that i realize
The moment we had is something i can't describe
Do you remember when you owned my heart

And as the days past by
And the time you came into my life

Oh baby you should know me better now
I hope you know what i'm talking about

Now i'll remember the things you said to me
And i will never ever let you go
Don't ever make the same mistakes again
Cause i will never ever be the same
I thought i was never gonna fall in love again
But obviously i was wrong

And as the days past by
And the time you came into my life

Oh baby you should know me better now
I hope you know what i'm talking about

Sunday, October 10, 2010

song title:daddy's song

You're saying all the best words blaming all the people 
Cause you don't know where else to go
and you're sitting watching football thinking of our futures
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


I'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you
Don't ever leave me alone
Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me


Maybe you could see i was not telling you lies
Daddy you know me your whole life
And maybe i could make you really really proud
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you
Don't ever leave me alone
Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me

Thursday, October 7, 2010

A letter to myself

What do you expect me when i deny everything
Cause you didn't know how to believe me
Maybe I was different ,different from anyone else
But yet i still determine to move forward
And yes i do believe I had the chance
But when everything breaks down
I fall down to the ground and stand right back up
And when something gets in my way I will hide myself in the closet
But i will shut down all the voices inside my head
And run,walk and write these things
I will continue to be someone i was supposed to be
I will embrace my soul and let everything change vigorously
And all the memories I had I will keep them safely in me
No matter how bad it is i will still cherish it
You cannot bring me down and I will always tell this to myself
You cannot lie in what you do ,You cannot cheat in the things you belong to
You cannot hide in your shadows ,cause you will always get caught


:)