Song title : The angel song

Oh you're face is like an angel,like an angel not to fear

Oh we could've been together,just together and forever 

Oh no you're not alone not alone cause i'm here

Oh if you can't be mine,then it's fine I should've known

No one stayed like this forever not forever oh no

Oh why can't you realize that i've been her all the time

Oh i'm still waiting, I'm waiting for you

Oh why can't you realize that i've been here for you

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song title: The world is falling apart

Now the world is falling apart but you're still waiting up in your room

I'm the one who's telling you to wake up and sing

Now the sky is turning blue because of you it doesn't look the same

I'll be the one who's gonna turn it back

And you're always saying things that never make sense at all

And i'll never ever trust you again cause it's you know contagious

It doesn't make sense at all

I'll be the one

I'll be the one who's gonna turn it back

You're gonna end up alone baby

You're gonna end up alone

Time is running out

I will never let it fall apart and i will just get it over with

I'm turning it upside down and make you realize that i actually exist

You don't know the pain you bring cause when you're here i'll start crying

Maybe you'll never understand the way i play my own card

Let go of it now

Let go of it now

Now the world is falling apart but you're still standing there alone

song title:note to him

I remember that day it was tuesday night

and that was the day that i realize

The moment we had is something i can't describe

Do you remember when you owned my heart

And as the days past by

And the time you came into my life

Oh baby you should know me better now

I hope you know what i'm talking about

Now i'll remember the things you said to me

And i will never ever let you go

Don't ever make the same mistakes again

Cause i will never ever be the same

I thought i was never gonna fall in love again

But obviously i was wrong

And as the days past by

And the time you came into my life

Oh baby you should know me better now

I hope you know what i'm talking about

song title:daddy's song

You're saying all the best words blaming all the people 
Cause you don't know where else to go
and you're sitting watching football thinking of our futures
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


I'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you
Don't ever leave me alone
Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me


Maybe you could see i was not telling you lies
Daddy you know me your whole life
And maybe i could make you really really proud
Daddy don't worry i'm here
Daddy can't you see i'm doing what i love


No matter what you do 
I will always love you


'm crying cause i never ever meant to hurt you

Don't ever leave me alone

Someday you'll be happy just to have a daughter like me

A letter to myself

What do you expect me when i deny everything
Cause you didn't know how to believe me
Maybe I was different ,different from anyone else
But yet i still determine to move forward
And yes i do believe I had the chance
But when everything breaks down
I fall down to the ground and stand right back up
And when something gets in my way I will hide myself in the closet
But i will shut down all the voices inside my head
And run,walk and write these things
I will continue to be someone i was supposed to be
I will embrace my soul and let everything change vigorously
And all the memories I had I will keep them safely in me
No matter how bad it is i will still cherish it
You cannot bring me down and I will always tell this to myself
You cannot lie in what you do ,You cannot cheat in the things you belong to
You cannot hide in your shadows ,cause you will always get caught


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Diamond in my history

It's so damn obvious that the world around me
That it's just out of the ordinary
Few years back he said to me
"Honey I'm sorry we weren't meant to be"
And I wonder what would it be if I hadn't said anything


He was the one that made me see
The truth around me that's never been real
But I don't care what he said to me
Cause I don't dare to believe him


He has been the one that's been on my mind
When everything seems so invisible
There's one thing that reminds me
Love has a word of a happy ending
If i'm lucky i mighta have that word for me


I keep asking myself would you come to me
and make you believe
I'm turning around and now's the time for him to see
He was all I ever wanted


Though it's been forever and i would never spell it out for you
And he'll never know how i truly feel
Cause he'll just walk away from me
And he will never know ,he was all i ever wanted

song title: my integrity

Performed this song yesterday..at underground poetry competition at solaris dutamas(black box)
Named it my integrity cause it;s actually a story and made the song with mamat last 2 days..heh..:)

When i was sixteen , i walked right into another world
I don't even know what i'm capable of but i've tried my very best
I didn't wanna say this , but i had the best moments of my life
I wasn't the best person in class , but i love watching you

Oh oh ,You should cherish yourself baby
Don't hesitate in what you do cause you'll get through
Cause all that matters is you being yourself
oh oh

Now i'm twenty one and i thought i was living in my dreams
But nothing in this world looks like it seems
I don't understand why my friends are mean to me
I'm not careful enough but now i'm able to see

Oh oh You should say it loud baby
But don't tell me i'm the one who's losing my integrity
Cause all that matters is i'm being myself